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Saturday, February 18, 2012

Inward Blooming


As you grow older and hopefully more vigilant you start seeing life for what it is....sum total of all phases. And certain events makes this realization very tangible. One of those events was 3 days back..my sister's marriage. So as she was entering a new era in her life with a wonderfully cool person as her life partner,it made me realize my own little phase that i was entering too.

The phase where i had become a nonchalant version of me. If at all i could name this phase i would call it the 'Inward Blooming'. Not many people could understand the sense of calm or the reason behind it. According to so many people(and from time to time me too) i don't have any reason to be happy. But here i am...still happy. When we as 'being' become happy with ourselves we complete ourselves in a cosmic way and it is then that we actually find out our path,i believe.

If it's destiny or our own choices that decides the course of our lives,i am not sure,but what i am pretty sure about is that it is only me who decides if i am happy or not. There would always be reasons to be not happy,to be dissatisfied,to be bitter,to be longing for things that we don't own and our friends do...but there's only one person in the world who could keep you happy.

Last night while reading through some blogs i came across rumi's poetry and one particularly mesmerized me so much,it read

'Be like melted snow- wash yourself of yourself'

How beautifully it's been put together. Unless we become one, we would never be able to cleanse ourselves and without that the grime on us would never let us see and appreciate the real beauty of the world around us. That's what i try to do from time to time,spending time reading something good washes me of all the dirt and makes me look world in a whole different light.

My sister's wedding made me realize how vital our family and friends are for us and how trivial are things that we value so much. As long as we have a handful of people who are there to pick us up when we fall or trip nothing else matters. The things we own,that we toil to own are just miry clay that sinks us deeper n deeper into the swamp of greed.

Another thing that i learned is that there is no one right way to look at a thing. Though i am way less judging now than ever before,still i was explicitly reminded of this fact yet again. What is wrong,who is wrong how can we say that and moreover who gave us the power to say that! That is one single most largest impact that inward blooming has we see more of us and less of everybody else.

With time we learn to pay as little attention as possible to what people say or think about us,all that matters is if i know i am in right light. And from that knowledge blooms up a little lotus in the miry pool of heart.

6 comments:

Argent said...

This is a lovely, thought-provoking post. We are responsible for our own happiness. It's hard so see that sometimes when bad things happen, but I think happiness has to be an act of will; you have to make it happen. Not always easy to do, of course!

And "That is one single most largest impact that inward blooming has we see more of us and less of everybody else." is soooo true.

Dr Mandeep Khanuja said...

thank you so much for the generous appreciation :)
Makes me happy that you like something i wrote.

Grace said...

BEAUTIFUL !!!
When we as 'being' become happy with ourselves we complete ourselves in a cosmic way
My sister's wedding made me realize how vital our family and friends are for us and how trivial are things that we value so much. As long as we have a handful of people who are there to pick us up when we fall or trip nothing else matters. The things we own,that we toil to own are just miry clay that sinks us deeper n deeper into the swamp of greed.
Another thing that i learned is that there is no one right way to look at a thing.
With time we learn to pay as little attention as possible to what people say or think about us,all that matters is if i know i am in right light. And from that knowledge blooms up a little lotus in the miry pool of heart.

Dr Mandeep Khanuja said...

thanks di !!! You know somehow you happen to pick up and like just the right words or thoughts in my posts.
like these particular lines were the core of my post ! and you picked 'em up just right :)

palak said...

such an amazing n lovely piece of words :) containing ol da emotions of love hapieness relationshps n everythng..keep it up ;)

Dr Mandeep Khanuja said...

very many thanks palak :)
Praise from an honest writer like you means much !

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