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Monday, January 9, 2012

This part of my life is called....."screwing up me big time"

Mohit, one of my friends had this status last night on his FB wall:

"on a positive note,you are closer to your soul-mate,each time things dont work out with someone else :)"

Is it just me or does anyone else too agree that i do not find anything "positive" in that !!! and just do not even get me started at that little smiley at the end of this sentence,as if sneering at me from behind its all fake and linear cape. well i was in no mood of arguing with him at midnight,so just left it to be,the only thing i mentioned was 'What if,there isn't any !!'
And that is all i wonder nowadays...'What if there isn't any!!!'
Damn you all Cinderalla's,Snow white's,Rapunzul's and scores of other fairy tales on whose regular diets we had grown up,spending all our sweet childhood believing that someday there definitely would be a 'Prince Charming' and he would love us unconditionally for what we are and that our life would be an escapade of a humongous romance.
Come college and we realize that "prince Charming" belongs to the species of "Santa" and "Tooth fairy" and well he certainly isn't coming...so we dream of meeting a nice guy,and i sorted out my list to have at least a decent,honest,smart,attractive guy who should definitely have a good sense of humour.
A few years and a degree later i realize that even those are hard to land,and i further shortened my list to a guy who s decently settled,earns just enough,actually can shoulder family responsibilities,and u can just hope wish and pray that he would be honest enough to at least be truthful to you.
Few years paas by and then its time again to shorten my list and which hardly remains something of a list now,because i just want "someone" with at least an "XY" chromosome !
And today i am particularly so much pissed off that i want to sue all of my grandmoms for telling me those stories of "happily-ever-after's" . What the heck i could sue off all the Cinderalla's and the Snow-white's in the world too !!!
Its should be a crime punishable by law to make innocent moisty eyed girls believe that all this junk could be true,that there could be in fact a "happily-ever-after" for them too !!


Vicky Dada (Vikas) said...

Grandmoms told happily ever after stories, because their lives maybe ending on a happy note.

BTW, there are 'happily ever afters'. God made us for a happily ever after, only we are running away from it. The answer is in spirituality, not movies or fairy tales.

Dr Mandeep Khanuja said...

to be very honest vikas i tried that too,but all in vain. i just hope what you are saying turns out to be true

Vicky Dada (Vikas) said...

Mandeep - spirituality is not to be tried, it has to be lived. :) BTW, please dont lose heart due to some tries and in a short period of time. Its takes an entire dedicated life to even get an idea of what it is. I am taking baby steps in it so I know how far the ultimate goal is..

I really wish you find some peace.

Dr Mandeep Khanuja said...

thanks vikas


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